our daughter hannah went to the hospital/psych ward last Monday and came home yesterday.
I’m not sure I’ve ever been as anguished or scared as I have been this past week and the coming future.
she scored very high on the Beck’s depression test and was admitted Monday after our visit to her psychiatrist.
my little baby girl is 18 now but jesus fucking christ she fell and broke her desire to have any desire to live. breaks our hearts.
we visited and called every day and we all pitched in at home and cleaned her room and cleaned and organized her laundry and hung some pics and vinyl up
Saturday heather and I got up early and went and had coffee and pastries and we ran into one of her old teachers…i about lost my shit right there and started to cry.
we then spent the next hour and a half each at separate record stores trying to get hannah a RSD release of taylor’s new “The Lakes” 7" vinyl
I was first in line at Record Heaven and snagged her a copy.
our baby girl is home and back to school and counselors have her lined up to get her organized for missed homework, etc